Thu, Nov 28, 10:03 PM CST

Entry #11

Rendered in Poser 8, postwork in Gimp 2.0, total time from scratch to finish about 8hrs.

What's that all about? Well - my past relationships tend to haunt me sometimes. What went wrong, what could have been diffrent etc. but in the end the answer is always the same: It was depression who ended them, it was depression who sabotaged them.

As you can see - it got quite personal, so I wasn't actually sure to upload the picture. But it somehow didn't turn out as dark as I thought it would and working on it made me realize that - even though my depression leads me to push away people that come to close - I actually haven't been unlucky, it's been quite the opposite so far.

So here it is - a picture of a guy looking back at a haunting shadow with a little smile. Time to move on like they did.

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