Oh, Dodger, I am so sorry to hear about your situation. ): I think all of us have/were affected by 9-11 in some way or another........I work for United Airlines.........so you can imagine the uncertainty there, and although I am still employed, I can't say for how long? My situation is two-fold, as my husband works there too! I am sure that you and your wife will be happier in Portland, I suppose anywhere would be better since you dislike Philly so much. Things do have a way of working out, and I wish you the best and will be looking forward for your return to Renderosity. (: Now, I am off to your store to see what I can buy to help you out, even if it is just a little. Take care and good luck to you. Genny