Dodger, we also wish you the best, we are from the East Coast and love it here, but that is us, I feel for you because we have been in your situation, dirt poor, barely eating, having people drop food off at our doorstep (thank God we had a doorstep), lost almost everything, Mike and I at one time each had 3 jobs to go to, working obsurde hours and not much sleep, so we know what you are going through. You are strong and you and your wife have support here from us and all your friends in Portland. Hang in there, when one door closes another opens, sometimes not a good door, but you and your wife will make the best of it I am sure. Keep your chin up, we will wait till we hear from you again and you are in our hearts and prayers. Mike and Sharen