Oh you poor dear, you know I know exactly what you are going through, I lost mine when I was a lot younger, it has been alot of years but it still feels like yesterday. That feeling doesn't go away, but the found memories of them does build strong and I lived off of that....they made their life for us....you make them proud of you, they are still with you and watching you. I adored your picture....you did a glorious job. Sharen