'fly by in a blink' - Exactly. It's happened that I've opened up Poser just to quickly quickly do that final render that's waiting, it's 15 min to lunch, and when I look up again, it's 4.45 - lunch? oh yes, I was supposed to eat, that's right, I forgot. My best time is when the house is empty, everybody else is busy or even away!! Then I can go nuts. But even then I feel that resistance, the scared 'I'm going to get stuck' feeling. I'm serious guys, I do really have a problem, something that stops me going into Poser. Maybe it's survival instinct, my body knows it will be the end of me, and is resisting for my own good? Speaking of poses, I have.... wait for it..... 17292 in my Runtime. Probably a lot more, counting loads of freebies as yet uninstalled. To find out what stuff I've bought at the various sites I need to go there and look at the list of purchases. I only ever use a tiny fraction. I haven't yet bought the same thing twice, but it's bound to happen soon. Oh - and I don't buy clothes for myself at all. Maybe the occasional pair of socks when the holes get too big :o) :] Fish