andi, I can understand where this would get stressful. family should come first. I'm glad you will still be here. There were two talented twin fantasy artists, very famous, they were very close went into a bussiness together. It destroyed their relationship, and they went out and worked separately. Very famous. Now I think, you cannot replace the relationship of a family. Once you loose that, you loose the heart of your life. This sounds like a viable way for you to maintain that relationship, is going solo. At least you will still have a relationship with them, not like these two twins who had been so close. I'm glad you will still be here on the MP, and in the community. we would miss you otherwise. Susan