"Does anyone find themselves in a collecting mode?" [raises hand waving frenetically] That's me, that's me! I went through a backgrouond phase-- then a backgrounds I can fiddle with in photoshopphase. Then, heaven help me after a year of resisting, a gonzo fairy phase! How many fairy renders have I done? 2! They were some of my best but still! My last Poser render in my gallery here is in June?? I did some later ones at Rdna. But nothing like even one a week. I have almost everything I can find on V3M and I've done, again, 2 renders without the morph pak. There are a few excuses, it's way too hot here to compute safely in Poser. My fracta programs are much more forgiving. And I'm losing the use of my right hand. But I'm typing with it now. I've been trying to make a rule of don't buy anything more till you render at least a vacuous Vicki in new outfit, sheesh! That worked for one week. Part of me is scared that I'm losing the will for Poser. It is a struggle-- I work out of 5. Every crash or setback and I want to quit completely. Yeah, overall stress is probably doing this-- my health is not good in the Summer. Still. Emily