Carolly, I'm sorry to hear that. Grandmothers are a special type of people. All of my grandparents were gone while I was still a child and my father passed when I was in my mid 30's. The feeling you describe is a familiar one. I guess that's why I like 3D and Renderosity. I can sit here after work and let the immagination run wild and that brings a little youth back to my day. Our thoughts are with you.