draculaz opened this issue on Aug 19, 2003 ยท 58 posts
Ang25 posted Tue, 19 August 2003 at 9:31 PM
As a young child I used to have to lay down on the couch before the bus came, I would feel very "strange" not exactly sickish. My mother thought it was me being nervous about school but it wasn't that kind of feeling. Once when I was sitting at the kitchen table the rooms around me suddenly filled up with people, which was a very upsetting thing to have happen. I don't think it lasted long at all. I've always assumed it was some sort of flashback to when we had a house full of people for the housewarming party, but it also gave me the same "odd" feeling. I outgrew the strange feeling and then experienced it again when I was 15. Ok don't want to get too personal here but the feeling hit me again each time I got a certain monthly event, and it was a feeling like this is wrong, I'm not supposed to be experiencing this, if that makes any sense. Then like before, I got used to things and the feeling went away. The only thing I can say is that it felt alot like the feeling I would get when I had deja vu. I've got a ghost story too! Laying in bed and I see this whitish not very tall person walking towards my door coming straight from my brother's room. So I assumed it was him. I said something to him and he didn't answer me, and I continued to say stuff to him and got mad. Well I know this wasn't a dream because my mother heard me and yelled up. When I told her what was going on she came up and found my brother sound asleep in his room, and no sign of whoever I saw turn and go into the spare room. To this day I will never sleep with my bedroom door open. That was over 30 yrs ago. Ang