"A loser of posting this in this condition", heavens no! The stuff you're doing here takes a lot of work to produce. Everything I've made so far has some problems. It pretty much comes down to getting the figure to a point where it works reasonably well then moving on to the next one. You can spend all your time trying to get a model 'perfect' or you can give it your best shot and move on to a new challenge. What you've learned from the previous figures will always improve your current work. I look at some of the Pprops that I made when I first started and just cringe. But without doing them, I wouldn't have been able to make the Real Eyes or melAngel. Keep working at it. The more conformables you make, the better you'll get.