Got a personal email from one of the few friends I still have in this community and had to come back on here to clarify one more thing then I will not bothering with this post as I have already turned off the email me function. I know that the comment I made in DAZ about the illegal warez was wrong. If I could that back, and a few other things then I would. I was drunk on rage and spouting off to get attention because DAZ was ignoring me. I dont know how many times I can apologize but I have done so. I wont apologize anymore. I do use usenet, I am part of a group of "programmers" that seek out and try to destroy child pornography web sites and see that the people out there distributing it go to prison where they belong. Im proud to say that after four years of doing this we have stopped the flow of most of the new hardcore stuff from being posted. Thats why I know whats on there and said that. It was an attempt to get some attention that backfired on me what more can I say that I havent already said about it. As for this post, I will write here what I wrote at the others. It has done exactly what I intended it to do. That is bring my problems to the attention of the whole poser community and allowed me to view their reactions and comments. I have learned more here today about this community than ever before. So I am happy with the results I got and thats why I did it. I also made quite a few enemies today. That doesnt really bother me. I will master poser with or without your help. I never let anything beat me although at times I do lose my mind and act irrationally. Im only human. The mistake I think I made is that focused too much on badmouthing DAZ and not enough on the problems I was having and that soured alot of folks towards me. Im learning I will try not to make so many mistakes in the future. As for what I said to the guy being rude you are right I was wrong and I was acting like a bully. That I will apologize for. But thats who I am, in real life if you run your mouth to me without cause just to be ignorant then expect me to retaliate with violence. Im not trying to intimidate anyone with what I just said I am just trying to let you know how I am. Now I know by saying this Im going to further alienate those that are already not happy with me and probably add to that list but I figure if I get it out in the open it wont happen again. I have not once today badmouthed anyone on any of the forums where I posted this unless they badmouthed me first. My attack was against DAZ the company not any one individual. In a public forum you have the right to disagree with my views and to post your views in kind. You do not have the right to sit here and ridicule me and make snotty comments to me without me retaliating. If you really dont like me then dont help me or listen to me but dont insult me cuz I wont stand for it. If you really feel that you have to say something that negative then at least have the courtesy to send me a private message so we can duke it out there and not disturb the rest of the community. Ive already disturbed them enough dont you think :o) I really am done with this post now. After recieving the email from my friend, thank you darlin :o), I just felt I had to come back and clarify some things. If you post here and are trying to tell me something directly then I suggest you leave me a private message as I wont be back to this paticular post. Its accomplished everything I set out to do and more. Have a nice evening.

"I try to save one life a day, its usually my own."
John Crichton