Woke up this morning to read this..I know how you feel..I'm in a bad shape now..divorced 2 yrs ago after I got married to someone against my family's wishes, out of a job since then, living with a grouchy father who hasnt' forgiven me, nothing I do seems to be right..I feel really displaced in this world since everyone seems to think differently. Zhann..chin up. I know I'll be quoting Hindu philosophy when I say..what has to happen, will happen..what bad happens will pass, what happiness happens will pass too, so accept what you get with all the courage and cheer that you can muster. Times, things are really bad..I've gone thru hell my last exhib..I wasn't on this forum, there wasn't anyone I cld talk to about bryce, I was creating images that came frm within me..and I cldn't stop crying. Just cldn't. I'd go sit at a coffee shop with my laptop just to see pple..and I'd cry. And it got lonely..esp since I have just a handful of friends here. I learnt to laugh at everything, look for happiness from other pple's happiness. It works.. Love you lots..hugs..hugs..and hug... And while we are on this..thanks, Bryce Forum. You guys just dunno how much of a life saver you are..not just with bryce questions..but with the jokes..and the emotional help that just seems to come in naturally to us.