Ooh Donald...blush ... You say the nicest things...but from the Age of an Infant, I was Ordered to Listen and I distrusted Doctors...for that was the first slap that I experienced...it seems I was Born with My Own Personal Dominitrix...however, because of My Guilt for having been Born at all...and by Deed of so called Parents...who were not My real Parents. God was My only Father...and I feared Him more for what Pain & Punishment He could inflict, through the Leather Belts and Bamboo Canes of His Black Robed Sons and Daughters, who did everything in His Name. I was tortured in Dreams, by a God for Twenty Five Years...but, My Guilt was installed...from Birth. I no longer have these Dreams....Nightmares...as a Child....always a Space Ship....which happened to look just like the Church where from the Age of 5, I was Ordered to Listen, attend the Funeral of everyone who Died in the Parish, and Kneel until the Knees screamed. Now how Surreal is that? Unfortunately it is True...and just a snippet of things that are stored in the Greatest Computer in the Universe. The Mind! Hugz :]