i send all my hugs to you!!!!!hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs i hope that you feel better! i dont have any knowledge on surgery, but my dad has diabetes and he goes through the fear of diabetes everyday. just remember, you're not alone. theres always someone that you can turn to, like all of the people that responded to your forum! hugs hugs and more hugs! get well soon! Misfit7707