Michelle, we all go through exactly what you are going through, although each in our own way or circumstances. This place we inhabit at renderosity, even though most of us are thousands of miles away from each other on the map, is as close a group as I have been a part of in a long time. We have shared what we see, what we feel, what we think, and yes at times how we hurt. But we are still here for each other in this place. I wish I could wave a magic wand, to heal your heart, to dispel David's feeling of inadequecy, and the many aches of all of our friends here, but alas I cannot. But I (and I'm sure I speak for everybody on board,) offer my ear to listen and my shoulder on which to lean in your trying times.
Jack