I just want to say to everyone that posted their kind words to me here. Such moving words of encouragement, and enlightenment. I appreciate each and every one of you so much...for taking the time and effort to give your thoughts for me. I must admit...I was feeling very down and low. You all have helped me to see what I should have been believing in...all along. Maybe that is what I needed...for we are given many gifts...if we choose to accept and embrace them is up to us. I do! I was taught a valuable lesson in all of this...and it has lifted a weight. My most sincere Thanks...to each and every one of you! It warms my heart...your words...I appreciate them very much. Angie