Thanks for adding your comments. :O)) I sometimes go through this phase. I pursure my dreams vigourously. I am a go Getter, never say die. I have tried to overcome my limitations and tried to use them to my advantage. I have always pursued my dreams........ and yes, I have fullfilled them, most, atleast. But the enthusiasm, the fire, the killer instinct slowly fades off. It is like, I have reached the very top of a hill and the only option now is to either sit there or come back. It is no longer a thrill. Reaching the top was, maybe, but not sitting at the top, it is no thrill or it is sometimes like...... What next?? From one to another, I need to hop on. I am unable to stick to any one passion. I think I will spend my whole life just pursuing things. Realisation is no fun , thats why I felt this way.... A dream fullfilled was a dream fullkilled. This came in reference to a friends remark who said, why is it that true love is not possible?? and I told this friend, true love is possible, if you don't get the one you love and he or she remains a fantasy, an image in our facination, something like a Romeo and Juliet tale. Marriage or commitment in relationship kills love or what we perceive as love (typicaly romantic). or look at it another way, the very definition of love or what she perceived as love is not love but an infatuation or a fatal attraction. dunno...... but somehow the discussion came to such level that I had to give her a very coarse example........ probably because I was not able to explain better. I said, love as you seek is like a sexual act while you are at it and marriage or commitment is like an orgasm. Once you orgasm it is not the same as the very act of copulating. Sorry, if that goes over the limit of decency. I had to draw some parellel.;) Thanks again!! I think , we all must open up once a while:O)) SNAKEY