LordN, Just a little story. I belonged to a well know Midieval reenactment grop for almost a decade, then becmae extremely "burnt out". So I quit, with no intention of ever going back! However, last night after eight years, I and a bit of persuation I went to an event. Much to my surprise I met more than a dozen old friends, a bunch of new ones, and had a blast! I've also made plans for several more outings in the future. The moral is, "Don't burn those bridges! Baricade them for a while if you need to, but you might just find that crossing them again can be fun, when your rested!" mike mike