DarkElegance opened this issue on Jun 14, 2004 ยท 47 posts
Shanivia posted Mon, 14 June 2004 at 4:51 PM
In one of the comments for my photos I was informed about this discussion. I couldnt believe that anyone would talk about me. At first I had to laugh about... because Im a nothing more than a grain of sand on Renderosity. Im sure you talking about two of my uploaded (and since today from the stuff deleted) images: D"ressed in Black - No. 18" and the other variation "Negative pattern - Black & White" If some people of you could see... that were the most opened pics of my gallery. Only a little sentense for cogitation (and then look about my bryce images... almost nobody attended tho them... only sexual things are really interested for the most people... The most viewed images are such with naked breasts on the thumbnail). Im actually very sorry about the problems and the trouble in the community, that my amateurish photos have initiated. I dont want that children watch nude and erotic photos. But I thought as a member of Renderosity since over a year... every day watching the galleries... that there is SO MUCH nudity, rubber look, fetish, SM... and such things - in Poser, 2D and Phtography gallery. I believed, I wouldnt violate the TOS or the alignment of any people over the world. THE ONLY REASON for touching my vagina was, that I thought to upload a pornographic image, if I did not do this. I for my self think, that the picture looks more sensual than vulgar or something else. As anyone dont know about what image were speaking he could take a look on www.renderotica.com (A server from which I was informed yesterday). I hope with all persons who likes excellent art, that the TOS may be changed over the years... but it shouldnt be bad for the young boys and girls. Its a very difficult decision to change in the right way. I hope that all of you like some of my photos. I want to be a "benefit" (?) for you all... not a reason to be angry about. Yes Im 23 years old. I was born in September 1980 ;-) I like it to hear, that I look younger :-) I were devout and well-educated from my parents. I didnt had freedom and fun in my youth like other people have. I married as a virgin. You see... my parents tried to to all for a honest daughter... But now I WANT to live. I wanted to upload these pictures because not everyone does it... without beeing a pin-up-girl or actually a porn-star. Now I hope you dont think so about me. The pics were taken from my boyfriend with my new digital camera. Both of us hadnt take photos before. The sessions were for fun and we didnt know about the result. But I thought the result was great and thats the reason why I try to upload some of it. Last but not least I HOPE you all tell me personally, when there are problems with my uploaded artwork. Best wishes and a great day for you all (here in Germany its now midnight) Janine