hi, just like shazz501, you don't know me but i know you from all the posts here. Just want you to know that all my best-wishing thoughts go to you and i hope your situation will get better soon. I wish i could do more than words, but i assure you, they're from the heart. I know how it is to be in hospital, in pain, but worst of all, i know how it feels to be lonely. Hang on in there and remember you got some friendly faces here. Don't lose hope. It's the only one that never got to fly out of the Pandora's box, cause its wings were too small (just found this out today :P) so it remained for humans to keep it. Lah