I had to dump my first renders. Just too painful to remember. If you really think this is for you, then take the bit in your teeth. Watch the galleries. Ask people right here. You can bypass tedium by saving successes in your library. Poses lights, custom clothing...etc You'll be amazed at how fast you pick it up, if you're hungry enough. This process is much quicker to learn than any of the other classic ways of producing art. Just a bit more "desk" intensive!