Well its not the rosity admin that I was ticked at but moreso the situation and I do understand the issues in regard to setting up some way to help members in need.The thing is that sometimes you meet someone and make a connection...but the connection you make is a straight line so I can't help her on her end nor on mine--we have to meet in the middle somewhere and rosity is that middle ground. Being that I am not a merchant it becomes more so the problem in regard to your suggestion Kendra and I would not slap something together without the skill to do so-lord knows all I need is to upload something that gets through out of kindness and then its discovered I did something wrong and violated the TOS out of being a novice. I may set up a Pay Pal account but how would I keep it visible,if I post in the forums it will get buried within hours and only the members who go through the forums in depth might find it.Of course there are several forums where that won't happen but thats because hardly anyone ventures there-I mean,I left a post in the contest forum that actually was deleted even though the contest isn't up til the end of the month and none of the other threads seem to have drawn any interest there either. Maybe I posted this thread from the heart and am disappointed more than anything that so few people noticed...but Richabri I think really understood where all this was coming from and Melansian I thank you for your kindness as Jaden is a Christian whose faith in God with everything going so wrong in her life pierced through my own encompassing darkness...I am not of any religious faith as my own was destroyed in childhood,but I so admire such a valiant and beautiful soul that even without knowing about rositys past issues with donations and what not,I had to reach out. If making something and selling in the marketplace is the only way I can do this I will try,the people who know me know I am not profit motivated so for me 100% could be given to Jalen but only if I can do something good and worthy of her kind heart:) Thank you and again I am not mad at the rosity admin...just a bad situation where we might as well be worlds apart for all the good I can do her on my own from where I live:(

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