Well, I buy Playboy only for the pictures.... I do! Yes I'm depraved, I'm afraid. And I'm a collector. Come to think of it, I often don't even look at the pictures :o) I think the worst sign (and now I'm being serious) is when you go and do real world stuff like shop or shower or work or stuff like that - and it stresses the hell out of you - because you should be POSING!! Now that is bad. Sitting in the pub with some friends and drinking a beer and having a good time, and then you go, "Damn, I got to work out how to make that dress fit..." but hopefully not out loud. :] Fish