I do understand the stress you live through mate but then I know you are a fighter and not a quitter......... so, I am not surprised to see you back.:O)) You da best here and you must stay and inspire us all. I have some downs too but mostly self created. ;O) Life has been more or less been kind to me despite the many illness that I carry. Honestly, I don't complain . God has been too kind to me. Love ya mate and keep posting. SNAKEY