yeah :) at least that's something good again yeah.

Now all I have to do is find my disappeared moviebusiness contacts back, find out why more then half my friends suddenly started to ignore me, try to live with having to lost one of the best friends I ever had, losing the oppertunity to start my own cartuning company in australia, having starting up my own webdesign company delayed AGAIN, having find a way to make 3000 bucks fast, trying to keep 2 or 3 of my friends from killing themselves and have my best online guy friend being mad at me unless I go to a psychologist.

oh, and did I mention no-one has been talking to me for longer then 5 minutes for over 2 days? and that last time anyone touched me was 2 days ago when shaking someones hand and before that, more then a week?
I could really use a hug, but ofcourse even that won't happen either, because my last hug has been so long ago that I can't even remember when it was or how it feels!
Did I miss the news message on CNN where they said "watch out for Ruben Vreeken, do NOT get in his proximity for more then 5 minutes and defenitely do NOT touch him. He's highly toxic and deadly" or what???

I'm tired lonely bored depressed and feeling useless and unloved.

Message edited on: 09/04/2004 05:20

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