Don't feel too bad or alone...I'm still waiting after over a year and a half for the delivery of two copies of the magazine Renderosity put out. I paid through PayPal, they debited my bank account and got their money, Rosity says they never got paid so it aint their problem, PayPal says they paid Rosity so it aint their problem, and I'm out the money. I haven't, and won't, use PayPal ever again. I'm setting up a seperate checking account that comes with a debit card for online purchases... And, even to this day, when I email both parties, the result is the same: aint their problem.