Well you have heard from some top members here, and hopefully it has helped you. I also have been here for eons....I have made the top 20's only once...made me smile...but all it all, I post because I am proud of what I make. If I get a good comment (great), if I get a bad comment (great), if I get a critique that helps or hurts (great), it should not matter. But I guess it does to you. As I said before, changing your name is part of the issue...small part, but still a part. You should stand tall for what you feel and not hide behind a different identity....but hey that is me, you do what you are comfortable with. Sharen