but then I realized it is human nature to like what one likes and I can either spend my life popping prozac, stop doing art, or do the art I enjoy doing and hope that people like it. If they didn't, I would just find something else to do. this is probably the crux of where we differ. i do my art for ME. i have a hard drive full of stuff that i've never even bothered to post, here. once in a while i scream at myself "omg, it's been 8 months since you uploaded to r'osity" and, i post something with all good intentions of going through my renders and filling up my gallery. then, dagnabbit, i get hung up on whatever lil critter or scene i'm excited about and my good intentions fly out the window. if people didn't like MY art...oh well NOTHING EVER WOULD MAKE ME STOP DOING IT. don't laugh, but i worry about going blind...that COULD make me stop, but most likely just would change the medium. i do my art for me first. but, still, the 20 could use some changes. it would help improve the standing of this site with the rest of the 3d community. it also might give the poser community at large just a bit more credibility. but, hey now.....i think i have my own credibility, so it really makes no difference at all in the reality of my own life. i just need to break that old habit of checking out the 20 first for the "best of the best". old habits die hard. maybe next year, huh?