Hi Bandolin, Im sorry to hear about your health, But from how it sounds you have a great chance to beat this, And i really hope and know you will. If you go into Chemo, its never fun, it can make you very ill and nausea on top of it, you will also feel tired all the time. When i had mine some years ago a friend who had been through something like i was, He made it very clear, Smoke a joint b4 going, I laughed at him but he was right, I had no nausea and i didnt feel ill, i did get tired alot, but it was nice not having the other feelings. Im not telling you to smoke, im only telling you what worked for me. I wish you only the best!!! Peace Scott