today i want to go to park. we have sleet. too dangerous for me to risk falling. very slick out. plus too cold. i can't wear coat with cast. so...i try to take pics thru window. kemal not here to help. he doing laundry. my new cam on tripod. i can't use it. i take old cam. make one-handed shot. i couldn't get shutter speed changed by myself. with new cam i can do with one hand. this is final result. *bangs head against table* i can't think straight. only 2 hours sleep last night....itchies keep me up all night. my brain fried...