Geesh, I don't even know you JordyArt/Mike and I feel like giving you a hug. I get the impression a past lover has finally moved on. I can relate to that as can many others. My range of feelings went from relief to be rid of his grief, to sadness over that chapter being closed and trying to figure out what was next. What am I blathering on about?? ;o) Life is such a bloody roller coaster and once you have suffered from a bout of depression it can strike easier the next time. As screwy as our world is there is also a lot of good. That is one way I keep my head above water, I concentrate on the good and try to enjoy life through friends, photography, humour, music and enjoying the outdoors by hiking and getting away from it all. Mind you I live in the bestest place in the world so I'm kinda blessed. ;o) Ok, now I'm sounding like some simpleton who is trying to preach that life is all butterflies and cupcakes and if you just skip through the streets singing you'll be cured. LOL! I guess my point is, grasp life and live it. If things don't go our way to we need to say to hell with for it wasn't meant to be! Far too many of us take life too serious and I refuse to be one! Maybe more of us need to be like Tedz. After all there is no chance he suffers from any type of mental imbalance right? ROFLMAO!! Ok, maybe he isn't the best example. Just kidding!! ;o) HUGS :)