so what if he went looking for something and didn't find it-that happens to a lot of people- doesn't change the fact that no one made him kill himself- he made the decision to do that and he followed through with it- it's all his own responsability. If someone wants to do something- they will find all the justification in the world to do it. By the same token if one does not want to do something- short of a gun against the head, they cannot be forced to do it. So according to your statement because he didnt find what he was lookign for- his death is not his own fault? He killed himself because he was a selfish, self centered egomaniac- everything revolved around him and what he wanted to find, and because the world did not see fit to work the way he wanted- he left it. Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to that 10%. He chose his path on his own.