{hug} You need that, too! Just walk away from the machine and clear your head. Pet a cat, check out a garden, put on a CD and dance through the livingroom... something where the feedback isn't visual but aural or tactile or whatever (exercise another portion of the brain). You're being creative, better and more original than most people, so figuring out how things should work will be more of a problem. So, indulge in a bit of pampering... 20 minutes of sitting with your eyes closed just listening to your favorite piece of music, for example. Carolly