That's really why I don't argue about this stuff much. I'm not trying to sound all arrogant or stuff, but I look at a lot of these arguments and I'm like jesus people, this is such trivial crap. Or like, I dunno, getting sick affects you. Almost dying affects you. Changes your views about a lot of stuff. I just don't have the time or energy to be mean to people or raise holy hell about stuff much. I still get my shots in, but I'm not as dedicated to it as I used to be. Rather make people laugh. One of my main concerns is what do do with my art and writing when I do die. I don't have anyone to leave it all to that would appreciate and value it and do something with it all. That bothers me a lot. And loneliness is killing me. I desperately need someone to help me clean this disaster area of an apartment too, and help me throw a bunch of stuff away to lighten my load. Help me get a bed that's fit for human occupancy. Get a laptop so I can work when I have to be in bed. I need to write letters to congressmen and stuff so I can receive proper medical treatment, and I hate doin that kinda stuff. I like doing art, writing, watching my movies and making people laugh. That way when I'm gone, when people think of me, at least they'll smile

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