aw shucks lol. Way I see it, it takes too damn much energy to be all grouchy and stuff. And I don't think I could be if I wanted to be. I'm basically a nice person. Some would say too nice. I'm a bit naive and way too trusting and idealistic. As far as my art, it's not where i want it to be, I don't have the skills I want to have. My modeling skills suck, and I'm still working on texturing and lighting. I ask questions is the 3ds max forum akk the time. I have my own style, but I don't have it developed to the point I want it yet. I go to raph.com or CGtalk and I see peopel that are so much closer to where I want to be. And believe me, I have days when I'm so damn frustrated by being help back because I'm sick, because I'm in poverty, because of my video card problem, because I don't know enough, because I have difficulty concentrating, because I can't work long enough. Believe me, I really do get downright grumpy. But I have fantastic friends, at least online. I'm lucky enough to make a little money to cover my bills, I have a roof and food, at least at the moment. The way the country's goin who knows about tomorrow. I have the outlet of art and writing. I mean, I may not have a lot, but I got more than a lot of people.

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