i don't think the people are far up themselves whatever that means ? i am just not good at social stuff and so feel disadvantaged when the social stuff relates to how your work is viewed. some days i have huge difficulties finding words and that can last for days and then such as today today it is like normal again, if though you (i mean me, i often talk in the third person about myself) have such problems but you would like to get on as an artist then maybe renderosity is not the right site, i don't know. i actually like it here and the people but i do find it frustrating when i think i have done something particulary good. the way this is looking now is that the hot 20 is not to be taken seriously and the comments neither, so how do you judge if your work is good or not ? i am being quite serious, i have no clue.