I know what you mean, Paul. My pin-ups get better and more technically excellent, but there is no heart or soul to them. That's why I stopped doing my calendar girls and guys. It stopped being fun :-( Think about it this way though: all those renders are at least improving your technical abilities to use the software, develop your workflow, put all those little tips into practise. So when you do get inspired for something a bit more personal and meaningful, you've got the ability to produce it. Karen :-)

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"you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love." - Warsan Shire