Ahhh lady here we were both going through the same thing and didn't know it. Although mine was caused by a death, I am still struggling with this major life and lifestyle change. But I have faith that there is a hope and peace somewhere. There just has to be! Keep faith bloodsong, whatever yours may be, it helps. Will be thinking of ya with good wishes! :-) Oh yea, Porcy says 'Heyas' with a very large hug to his favorite lady, second to me of course. ;-)