Awww, I am SO sorry about all the crap you've had to go through Kimmers! I would absolutely cry if I lost one my cam or my memory card! But, look on the bright side...like you said, it gave you a much better chance to focus on your kids and really enjoy the times like that that you get to spend with them, because they'll be starting their own lives before you know it. That's what my mom always says to me..that she can't believe I'm married and have a home of my own; that I should still be 13 or 14. big hugs!! Things are bound to turn around for you! Take care!!