I'm so sorry to hear this :( I'm glad that you are alive that's the most important thing!!! I hope your recovery doesn't take too much longer and that you will be back on your feet and making new art very soon.

"It is good to see ourselves as others see us. Try as we may, we are never
able to know ourselves fully as we are, especially the evil side of us.
This we can do only if we are not angry with our critics but will take in good
heart whatever they might have to say." - Ghandi