cuz i'm sulking.. & spoiled enough as it is :P phhht! i will not envy.. & my pic is overexposed, yuk, i don't like it & my equip is inferior or just old & i'm irritated at my PC cuz i'm trying to make another banner & PSP keeps closing cuz my PC is spent.. gripe, gripe, gripe.. there better now.. time for lunch :D i will just note of what i would like at some future time & be thankful.. la la la...