Responsible??? Sorry dear but this thread is quite much too long for me, I don't want to read it entirely. What do you mean? Is it the kind of feeling we all have when someone we love suddenly disappears? We all feel responsible for something even if we haven't done anything. Responsible to have not done anything, maybe? Or do you mean that YOU are the "Judas" who sold our hero to the ennemy? No.... I can't believe that, texan lady! Tell me this is not true...