Sorry to hear you feel that way about your screen-name. There's nothing wrong with it as far as I can see. Then of course some of us get it right 1st time!...;-) (ducks to avoid the flying rocks..)

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All the Woes of a World by Jonathan Icknield aka The Bryster

And in my final hours - I would cling rather to the tattooed hand of kindness - than the unblemished hand of hate...