Anton, I wish you all the best. Your latest masterpiece is just that: a masterpiece. I sometimes wonder how many people can truly understand the guts it takes to be an artist. It's like climbing Everest half the time. I think you are doing the right thing, in that you have to keep yourself centred and able to concentrate on what matters: the book, and your art. We will all miss you, but we were all made the richer and the better for your time amongst us.