i come from the UK, Drifterlee, not everyone is thin, should travel outside of london i hate LONDON and go to places like Kent of Eastsussex, the NORM there is a size UK 16+ i fitted right in!

What i found funny, when i was pregnant, i had guys trippin over themselves at me, i was horrified, then after having my son, blah blah blah, two years later, i was at my heaviest, and again guys where attracted by that, i thought they where MAD LOL, after loosing a lill weight, still the attraction was there, even from friends, both sexes, with all the Skinny/thin stuff in mags, i didnt care, i dont want to look like a bag of bones, i like having MEAT.

Tis why i was happy after my first marrige failed i met a 21 year old who LOVED women over a size 18+, he detests the "cheerleader look" ok i did laugh at that but coming to the US, i didnt feel well, FAT, i was thinner then some of the people here, being tall as well, i for the first time ever felt small compaired to some here!

 

anyhoo ill shut up now LOL

In the words of DarkStarRising:
"Sadness within sadness,
Darkness within darkness,
a shadow of a form lays upon the floor,
looking at herself
looking at her own shadows of loneliness"