"Thanks..I feel confortable now that I am not alone and do it for a hobby and not get off on my creations."

I do get off on my creations. It's passion that creates the art.

I can sit down with my guitar for hours and then out pops a new riff. What a f'n rush. I can get off just thinking about that rush. Practice harder waiting for that rush again. Mind, I get such a rush just playing. When an image comes out the way I had imagined, I get off on that too.

What is the point of doing any/all forms of art if you don't get off on it.

OK, getting off on my creations is not the same  as the PeeWee Heman version.