sorry for your loss

as a registered cat lover and a member of 3 cat's staff I can truly understand the hold such little devils can have on you.  I recently brought home a third cat, (a kitten who's mother was struck by a car along the road, and the kitten would not leave it..she stood in the middle of a 4 lane highway screaming at the top of her lungs ..so, I stopped and brought her home).

sympathy to you

keep in mind all the happy times you had together...

BT