You just hang in there Lyne, you have friends and an artistic family who are more than willing to send peaceful vibes your way, and share your pain,hopefully lessening it. It's very good that you are able to articulate your grief in this way as I'm sure it will help you recover and move on. I know expressing it to friends helps as I write songs when things like this go down for me, tho it never really stops hurting a little. I find every time i sing about,my Mom, Dad,or my best friends/music teachers[2], who I have laid to rest, I remember yet more good stuff about my life with them so it in fact does get easier if not better..You're in my prayers Lyne

 

Once in a while I look around,
I see a sound
and try to write it down
Sometimes they come out very soft
Tinkling light sound
The Sun comes up again