If you take the headline of this thread from a Buddhist POV, it doesn't sound so bad. Or so I would imagine. :) Funny thing how talking about the weather always was instead of talking about difficult subjects. What it is this winter, well, it's hard to say. I've going to Renderosity for some years now, but almost only lurking. It's real easy to feel insignificant. I can't understand how the big cats get so many renders and posts done. Oh wait, maybe you're on this 36-hour clock I've heard so much about?