I think you are right joelglaine. Art is something special to me. It helps me to understand my way of thinking. Sometimes your dark side must come out. The side which you try to hide. And art is the best way for me to take a look at my dark side. Really sad what happens to you. But i think you found a way how to handle your pain. Like we all here i think. :)

La vie est éternelle. L'amour est immortel.

“Dwell on the beauty of life. Watch the stars, and see yourself running with them.”
― Marcus Aurelius,